I know I said be grateful...

I know I said this is the month to be grateful, but I'm really feeling mixed emotions about today's events and not yet to grateful. On the way home I called to check on Noah and Georgia. He said she had a new trick and to hurry home. I'll let you watch and catch you on the flip side.

I had to choke back tears as I watched her do it live and before my eyes. So proud. Such disbelief. At 8 1/2 months?!? Already??? She looks like a little old lady behind a walker...

As I was watching Noah's videos from this afternoon, he came over and put his hand on my shoulder and said, "Maybe we'll have another one." I wondered aloud, "Another what? Baby?" He replied, "Yeah...this one's not a baby anymore."